"S"

It's Friday night and Love and I should be having dinner at Cafe Bola by now, but alas, the constant S has already taken its toll on me. At exactly 4PM, just right after our ho-hum training, I had the biggest headache! I even resisted the spaghetti-pichi-pichi-pizza (wow, ok sa combination) pakain we had for my constant MSN morning cheerer.:-) And yes, you and I better believe it -- I left the office at 5PM. Everybody at home was surprised that I came home at 6PM, a good whole hour before dinner time! Aching, nauseous, and a bit hungry, I tucked myself in, still wearing my Friday casuals, in my parents' bed, like a baby. Right then and there I told myself, I'm no superwoman. I need to learn how to give myself some credit once in a while... But it's true: this world I live in is full of S, in every shape and form. Okay, that didn't sound right. Gross. But that's not what I meant. Hehe. So! Going back, I think I need to remind myself at least three times a day, that everything's fine! I don't need to put a smile on everyone's faces when my own barely surfaces in a day. Hmm, and just because someone would unintentionally make me smile. Now isn't this the S I need?! Oh, and one more thing, I need to sleep, but I'm having a hard time to do so. Like right now.